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Should I, or should I not?

Sun Apr 19, 2009, 8:01 PM
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Strangers - Ray Yamayya
  • Drinking: music
Lately the only thought that comes to mind is I seem to be waiting. Whatever it is I'm waiting for, I'm not quite sure right now. But it just feels like a lot of waiting, a lot a lot of it.

I feel tired and restless at the same time. It's a sort of bothersome kind of thing that I can't seem to get rid of.

I haven't thought much about comics lately. I think it's my inability to focus at this point in time. I feel that I should be more distressed over it, but even so. Being distressed over it won't help solve the matter so I merely end up being quite indifferent about it all, which isn't that good either.

Feeling impatient and calm at the same time, it seems a bit like an oxymoron to me. But it can't really be helped, or at least not in a way that I know how to.

The best thing I can do right now is not worry. And again, I'm in that strange mode of worry and not worrying.

I could just be hopeful yet hopeless?

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:iconfacehuger:
thanks for the fav

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:iconumbrella-child:
Thanks for the fave, and very interesting gallery!

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:iconoctober-fish:
Thank you! (:
And thank you for the favorite too!

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Have some tea.
:iconumbrella-child:
No problem! :'D

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yellow choo-choo train @gaia
umchilled @blogger
Umchil @myoats
In the process of getting a TinierMe.

status;; indulging in drama addiction.
:iconcold-hearted-world:
^^

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if i knew then what i know now, id stay six years old.
:iconzulas-apperentice:
Wow, yet again we haven't talked in forever.

How are you?

How's life?

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We were the Kings and Queens of Promise,
We were the phantoms of ourselves.
Maybe the children of a lesser god,
Between Heaven and Hell,
Heaven and Hell.
~ "Kings And Queens" by 30 Seconds To Mars
:iconoctober-fish:
Hey. I've been pretty good, busy with school and all. (:

How about you?

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Have some tea.
:iconzulas-apperentice:
I too, have been busy with all those things.

How's school going for you? You still interning?

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We were the Kings and Queens of Promise,
We were the phantoms of ourselves.
Maybe the children of a lesser god,
Between Heaven and Hell,
Heaven and Hell.
~ "Kings And Queens" by 30 Seconds To Mars
:iconoctober-fish:
School's alright. Not too bad.
Not interning, no time at the moment. Haha.

You?

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Have some tea.
:iconzulas-apperentice:
Just trying to actually apply to schools. xD

I don't like paperwork! D:

But not much else.

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We were the Kings and Queens of Promise,
We were the phantoms of ourselves.
Maybe the children of a lesser god,
Between Heaven and Hell,
Heaven and Hell.
~ "Kings And Queens" by 30 Seconds To Mars

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